1 00:00:48,639 --> 00:00:49,569 Lainey. 2 00:00:59,741 --> 00:01:02,029 -Lainey. -I'm coming, mama. 3 00:01:03,300 --> 00:01:04,463 Where have you been? 4 00:01:05,165 --> 00:01:08,324 I told you I need to see you at all times, do you understand me? 5 00:01:08,853 --> 00:01:10,096 Yes. 6 00:01:10,177 --> 00:01:12,102 Mama, I got you an apple. It's a good one. 7 00:01:12,964 --> 00:01:14,633 Come on. Get inside. 8 00:01:29,232 --> 00:01:31,589 I told you not to unlock this, didn't you hear me? 9 00:01:32,324 --> 00:01:35,732 I have to pack up and I don't want you running around up there all by yourself. 10 00:01:36,425 --> 00:01:38,784 And stop getting apples. We don't need them. 11 00:01:39,635 --> 00:01:41,249 He can join his friends in there. 12 00:01:41,730 --> 00:01:43,833 Mommy, it was for you. Eat it. 13 00:01:46,863 --> 00:01:47,754 Fine. 14 00:01:50,020 --> 00:01:51,888 That's not the one. 15 00:01:56,310 --> 00:01:57,723 -This one? -No. 16 00:01:58,860 --> 00:02:00,084 Are you kidding me? 17 00:02:06,817 --> 00:02:07,841 Okay. 18 00:02:10,059 --> 00:02:11,216 I'll get the baby. 19 00:02:11,309 --> 00:02:13,403 No, Lainey. I got him, you know the rules. 20 00:03:06,867 --> 00:03:08,364 Yes, ma'am. 21 00:03:14,165 --> 00:03:15,105 Yes, ma'am. 22 00:03:15,875 --> 00:03:18,834 Well, I'm gonna take off tonight, so the kids gonna sleep most of the way. 23 00:03:24,963 --> 00:03:27,073 Well, I'm mostly done, I just need to finish 24 00:03:27,758 --> 00:03:30,205 cleaning up the pantry and pack up the rest to the car. 25 00:03:32,906 --> 00:03:34,287 Everything else is clean. 26 00:03:35,229 --> 00:03:36,029 Yes, ma'am. 27 00:03:36,535 --> 00:03:37,858 I did. Yes, ma'am. 28 00:03:38,860 --> 00:03:40,930 I already started looking for job postings. 29 00:03:41,011 --> 00:03:43,571 So it won't be long before I could start paying the rent. 30 00:03:44,277 --> 00:03:46,316 We really appreciate the help. 31 00:03:52,792 --> 00:03:54,275 Mommy. 32 00:03:58,721 --> 00:04:00,575 There is no chance of that happening. 33 00:04:02,083 --> 00:04:02,903 Mommy. 34 00:04:03,374 --> 00:04:05,645 I'm clean since rehab. I told you. 35 00:04:06,213 --> 00:04:08,253 Hush, baby, I'm on the phone to auntie Claire. 36 00:04:11,740 --> 00:04:13,012 Do you want me to take a test? 37 00:04:17,601 --> 00:04:19,558 I just used my last minute, so… 38 00:04:20,097 --> 00:04:22,814 I will take a test if that's what you need. 39 00:04:24,854 --> 00:04:25,672 Okay. 40 00:04:31,286 --> 00:04:32,404 Mommy. 41 00:04:34,298 --> 00:04:35,104 Come on! 42 00:04:35,184 --> 00:04:36,351 Mommy. 43 00:04:39,785 --> 00:04:40,591 Mommy! 44 00:04:40,671 --> 00:04:42,241 What do you need? 45 00:04:42,321 --> 00:04:43,360 I have to pee. 46 00:04:44,600 --> 00:04:47,541 Okay. Come on. Go to the bathroom. Let's go. Come on. 47 00:05:00,108 --> 00:05:03,892 It's L-M-N-O-P, Lainey. 48 00:05:04,526 --> 00:05:05,370 Okay? 49 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:07,783 Are you almost done? 50 00:05:08,575 --> 00:05:09,393 No. 51 00:05:09,929 --> 00:05:11,879 Well, can you hurry up, please? 52 00:05:12,518 --> 00:05:14,829 So much fun as it is to wipe your butt. 53 00:05:14,910 --> 00:05:16,349 I got other things to do. 54 00:05:22,519 --> 00:05:23,772 Keep practicing those ABC's. 55 00:05:25,254 --> 00:05:26,929 You almost got them perfect. 56 00:05:33,520 --> 00:05:34,792 Still leaking. 57 00:05:35,913 --> 00:05:36,872 Fuck. 58 00:05:36,952 --> 00:05:38,161 That's a bad word. 59 00:05:41,811 --> 00:05:42,885 You're right. 60 00:05:44,874 --> 00:05:45,992 I'm sorry. 61 00:05:46,072 --> 00:05:47,973 Nana said that it is the baddest word. 62 00:05:48,054 --> 00:05:49,364 Well, Nana's dead. 63 00:05:51,787 --> 00:05:52,970 I'm done. 64 00:05:58,713 --> 00:05:59,537 Well… 65 00:06:00,320 --> 00:06:01,579 Can be enough to get us there. 66 00:06:06,474 --> 00:06:08,129 -Mama. -What, baby? 67 00:06:08,210 --> 00:06:10,433 Daddy's dead like Nana? 68 00:06:24,349 --> 00:06:25,423 No, baby. 69 00:06:27,167 --> 00:06:28,265 Daddy's not dead. 70 00:06:28,755 --> 00:06:30,156 Nana said he's bad. 71 00:06:30,237 --> 00:06:31,515 No, baby. No. 72 00:06:34,091 --> 00:06:35,654 Daddy's not bad, okay? 73 00:06:36,135 --> 00:06:37,587 He's not bad. He's just… 74 00:06:38,348 --> 00:06:39,223 He's sick. 75 00:06:40,733 --> 00:06:42,346 Just like mama was sick. 76 00:06:42,848 --> 00:06:44,326 Mommy's not bad. 77 00:06:49,110 --> 00:06:50,133 But I got better. 78 00:06:51,282 --> 00:06:54,086 'Cause I love my little monkeys too much to stay sick. 79 00:06:54,167 --> 00:06:55,508 I'm not a monkey. I'm a girl. 80 00:06:56,457 --> 00:06:57,435 No! 81 00:06:58,627 --> 00:07:01,435 You are a lovely little monkey. 82 00:07:30,717 --> 00:07:31,567 What's that? 83 00:07:31,648 --> 00:07:32,632 The rest of our food. 84 00:07:32,712 --> 00:07:33,973 We'll eat it during the trip. 85 00:07:34,874 --> 00:07:36,648 I got Animal Crackers in here. 86 00:07:36,734 --> 00:07:38,822 I don't wanna leave Nana's house. 87 00:07:38,902 --> 00:07:40,231 There's no jobs around here. 88 00:07:40,311 --> 00:07:42,006 And I don't have any money for Texas. 89 00:07:42,546 --> 00:07:44,121 Or anything else. 90 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:46,250 I could sell apples for money. 91 00:07:49,192 --> 00:07:51,210 The apples are rotten, Lane. 92 00:09:37,623 --> 00:09:39,362 HOLY BIBLE 93 00:09:56,775 --> 00:09:58,167 Oh, shit! 94 00:10:03,142 --> 00:10:04,761 Lainey! 95 00:10:08,207 --> 00:10:09,889 Lainey, come here! 96 00:10:16,895 --> 00:10:18,494 Where are my apples, mommy? 97 00:10:18,575 --> 00:10:20,469 Lainey, listen… 98 00:10:21,427 --> 00:10:23,037 I need you to open the door. 99 00:10:23,517 --> 00:10:27,239 Okay? You just turn that little latch real hard. 100 00:10:27,327 --> 00:10:29,978 And it's rusted a little bit, so you need to use your muscles. 101 00:10:30,059 --> 00:10:31,574 Mommy, where are my apples? 102 00:10:32,663 --> 00:10:35,046 They're bad, Lane. Please, just open the door. 103 00:10:35,488 --> 00:10:37,304 Did you throw them outside? 104 00:10:38,352 --> 00:10:40,820 Baby, we can pick more apples, okay? 105 00:10:41,983 --> 00:10:43,160 But mommy needs your help. 106 00:10:43,813 --> 00:10:44,758 Can you help me? 107 00:10:50,066 --> 00:10:52,860 It's hard to turn, so make sure it's going the right way. 108 00:10:56,399 --> 00:10:57,858 Are the apples sick? 109 00:10:57,939 --> 00:11:00,419 They're bad, Lane. They're not worth saving. 110 00:11:06,918 --> 00:11:07,863 Okay. 111 00:11:08,574 --> 00:11:09,783 Stay in back! 112 00:11:19,777 --> 00:11:20,729 Fuck. 113 00:11:50,879 --> 00:11:51,678 Lainey? 114 00:11:53,409 --> 00:11:54,797 Lainey, are you there? 115 00:11:54,877 --> 00:11:55,892 Yes, mama. 116 00:11:57,101 --> 00:11:58,688 Unlock the front door 117 00:11:59,996 --> 00:12:02,767 and go to the red box on the porch. 118 00:12:03,982 --> 00:12:04,814 Open it up 119 00:12:05,304 --> 00:12:08,844 and bring me a long metal tool. 120 00:12:09,528 --> 00:12:12,468 One that has kind of a little X on the end. 121 00:12:13,019 --> 00:12:13,844 A tool? 122 00:12:14,487 --> 00:12:15,312 Yes. 123 00:12:16,142 --> 00:12:18,935 Just bring me what you can. 124 00:12:19,015 --> 00:12:21,796 The red box on the porch. 125 00:12:22,301 --> 00:12:23,983 Bring me anything from inside of it. 126 00:12:25,161 --> 00:12:26,581 -Okay, baby? -Okay. 127 00:12:36,155 --> 00:12:37,792 Here you go, mama. 128 00:12:38,303 --> 00:12:39,658 Good job. 129 00:12:46,155 --> 00:12:50,431 Now try to get one just like this but with an X, okay? 130 00:12:50,930 --> 00:12:51,730 Okay. 131 00:12:53,996 --> 00:12:55,129 Oh, God. 132 00:13:19,969 --> 00:13:20,890 Lainey? 133 00:13:21,763 --> 00:13:22,767 Did you find the tool? 134 00:13:23,348 --> 00:13:24,159 Someone's here. 135 00:13:24,773 --> 00:13:25,779 Who's here? 136 00:13:25,860 --> 00:13:27,532 Daddy, he took the red box. 137 00:13:31,658 --> 00:13:33,845 Is the front door locked like I told you? 138 00:13:33,926 --> 00:13:35,488 Daddy's leaving. 139 00:13:43,402 --> 00:13:46,930 Lainey, go outside and get him. Run. 140 00:13:54,587 --> 00:13:56,357 Got yourself locked in here again, Jess? 141 00:13:56,894 --> 00:13:58,379 Why I'm not surprised. 142 00:13:58,460 --> 00:13:59,278 Thanks. 143 00:14:00,335 --> 00:14:01,217 This is yours. 144 00:14:02,258 --> 00:14:03,057 Thanks. 145 00:14:06,315 --> 00:14:07,197 I'm just kidding. 146 00:14:07,773 --> 00:14:09,410 Calm down, Jess. Hey. 147 00:14:17,792 --> 00:14:18,988 You're hanging out with Sammy? 148 00:14:19,068 --> 00:14:20,682 I needed a place to stay. 149 00:14:37,353 --> 00:14:40,370 You could've stayed here if you'd passed the drug test, you know that. 150 00:14:40,451 --> 00:14:43,266 Hey, small fry, you're so biggie. 151 00:14:43,855 --> 00:14:45,033 How old are you? 152 00:14:45,114 --> 00:14:47,410 -Lainey. -I'm not a fry, I'm a girl. 153 00:14:47,491 --> 00:14:48,651 Lainey, come here. 154 00:14:48,732 --> 00:14:49,873 Come here, baby. 155 00:14:51,002 --> 00:14:52,530 Come on, let's go to the kitchen. 156 00:14:52,610 --> 00:14:54,274 Just go finish your sandwich, okay, baby? 157 00:14:54,354 --> 00:14:55,264 Hey, sweetie. 158 00:14:56,373 --> 00:14:58,745 You tracked dirt all over the floor, dammit. 159 00:15:00,238 --> 00:15:01,057 Sorry. 160 00:15:07,274 --> 00:15:08,538 Where's the little guy? 161 00:15:09,042 --> 00:15:12,321 He's upstairs taking a nap before the trip. 162 00:15:12,815 --> 00:15:13,864 I don't wanna wake him. 163 00:15:16,489 --> 00:15:17,294 So, Texas, huh? 164 00:15:18,496 --> 00:15:19,980 I can't afford to stay here. 165 00:15:20,475 --> 00:15:23,237 Can't afford it. Too expensive. 166 00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:28,080 Your grandma didn't leave anything? 167 00:15:29,580 --> 00:15:30,501 Like money. 168 00:15:31,734 --> 00:15:33,390 No. No, just the house. 169 00:15:36,390 --> 00:15:37,374 Look… 170 00:15:37,455 --> 00:15:38,543 You're both high. 171 00:15:39,028 --> 00:15:39,903 So you should go. 172 00:15:43,154 --> 00:15:44,747 Nah, I think this is good for us. 173 00:15:45,353 --> 00:15:46,861 I'm glad you asked me. 174 00:15:48,413 --> 00:15:49,710 This is our chance to talk. 175 00:15:50,386 --> 00:15:51,210 Talk about what? 176 00:15:52,977 --> 00:15:54,531 I figured out our problem, Jess. 177 00:15:56,046 --> 00:15:57,894 You think you're too good for me. 178 00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:01,383 No. No. I don't. I don't. 179 00:16:02,193 --> 00:16:03,133 I just got help. 180 00:16:04,659 --> 00:16:07,023 You can too, you know. We have kids. 181 00:16:10,963 --> 00:16:12,274 You brought Sammy here? 182 00:16:13,832 --> 00:16:15,607 You know what he did to that little girl. 183 00:16:15,688 --> 00:16:18,283 You're always paranoid about that stuff. It's called projection. 184 00:16:20,821 --> 00:16:21,859 What did I do, Jessica? 185 00:16:22,893 --> 00:16:24,115 Nothing, I was talking to Rob. 186 00:16:24,195 --> 00:16:25,274 What'd I do? 187 00:16:25,754 --> 00:16:26,792 Say it. 188 00:16:26,872 --> 00:16:28,604 I was talking to Rob, okay? I don't know. 189 00:16:28,685 --> 00:16:29,764 You said my name. 190 00:16:29,844 --> 00:16:31,228 Tell me what I did. 191 00:16:31,309 --> 00:16:33,356 Go ahead, tell me what I did. What'd I do? 192 00:16:33,436 --> 00:16:35,630 I wasn't talking to you, I was taking to Rob. 193 00:16:37,985 --> 00:16:38,791 Look… 194 00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:41,579 I've a lot to do, okay? 195 00:16:41,660 --> 00:16:44,432 Thank you for getting me out and I'll call you when we get there, okay? 196 00:16:44,526 --> 00:16:46,319 Oh, she's so busy, Rob. She's so busy. 197 00:16:47,038 --> 00:16:49,139 I think you've just been dismissed, buddy. 198 00:16:50,361 --> 00:16:53,100 I'm tired of getting dismissed by you, you know that? 199 00:16:53,625 --> 00:16:56,304 I mean. These are my kids, too. 200 00:16:57,056 --> 00:16:57,868 Yeah. 201 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:06,133 You haven't changed. 202 00:17:07,305 --> 00:17:08,386 You're still weak and needy. 203 00:17:08,467 --> 00:17:11,238 What would've happened to you if I hadn't gotten you out of that pantry? 204 00:17:11,337 --> 00:17:13,757 Out here in the boondocks. Miles from the nearest neighbor? 205 00:17:14,486 --> 00:17:15,554 You're right. 206 00:17:16,546 --> 00:17:17,480 I'm sorry. 207 00:17:18,397 --> 00:17:19,861 She's lying. 208 00:17:19,942 --> 00:17:21,028 You're a liar. 209 00:17:21,562 --> 00:17:23,297 She's not sorry. She's a liar. 210 00:17:23,377 --> 00:17:24,428 Lying. 211 00:17:24,509 --> 00:17:26,719 Yeah, you just pretend I wasn't here, Jess. 212 00:17:28,540 --> 00:17:30,294 I'll tell you what you don't have to pretend. 213 00:17:30,375 --> 00:17:33,176 I'll put things back the way they were before I got here. 214 00:17:33,256 --> 00:17:34,304 Rob, stop! 215 00:17:34,834 --> 00:17:36,952 This is you without me. 216 00:17:37,032 --> 00:17:38,638 Stop! Don't! Don't! 217 00:17:40,035 --> 00:17:41,114 Rob, let me go! 218 00:17:44,650 --> 00:17:45,696 Rob, let me go! 219 00:17:45,776 --> 00:17:46,945 Stop! 220 00:17:47,025 --> 00:17:49,249 This is you without me! 221 00:17:50,026 --> 00:17:51,190 Always saving your sorry ass! 222 00:17:51,270 --> 00:17:52,110 Rob, no! 223 00:17:55,310 --> 00:17:57,535 Rob, let me out. 224 00:17:59,126 --> 00:18:00,500 Rob, what are you doing? 225 00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:01,793 …you are learning. 226 00:18:04,194 --> 00:18:06,029 -Mommy, are you in there? -Lainey. 227 00:18:06,110 --> 00:18:08,638 Go upstairs to my bedroom and lock the door. 228 00:18:08,718 --> 00:18:11,236 It's a little button on the door. You turn it. Do you understand? 229 00:18:11,317 --> 00:18:12,716 Why are you in there? 230 00:18:12,797 --> 00:18:14,715 Just go now! 231 00:18:15,478 --> 00:18:16,745 Go now! 232 00:18:22,103 --> 00:18:23,062 Good girl. 233 00:18:24,611 --> 00:18:25,681 Rob? 234 00:18:26,169 --> 00:18:29,040 Please let me out. Please. 235 00:18:31,548 --> 00:18:32,673 What are you doing? 236 00:18:39,623 --> 00:18:41,165 Oh, my God! 237 00:18:41,892 --> 00:18:42,987 Oh, my God! 238 00:18:43,067 --> 00:18:46,887 You put a nail through my hand, you asshole! 239 00:18:48,617 --> 00:18:50,050 Here's the deal, Jess. 240 00:18:51,159 --> 00:18:53,058 You got a lot of time in there to think. 241 00:18:54,316 --> 00:18:56,190 You've gotten a little too full of yourself. 242 00:18:57,988 --> 00:18:59,759 Rob, you're high. 243 00:19:00,288 --> 00:19:03,449 You're not thinking straight. Don't do this. 244 00:19:03,530 --> 00:19:04,536 Rob. 245 00:19:04,616 --> 00:19:06,234 Should I grab the kids? 246 00:19:06,314 --> 00:19:07,899 We need to bring them to my place. 247 00:19:08,913 --> 00:19:11,700 Don't you touch my kids, you asshole! 248 00:19:13,276 --> 00:19:14,426 Rob! 249 00:19:14,507 --> 00:19:16,566 He's a child molester. 250 00:19:17,142 --> 00:19:20,332 Lainey, lock the door. Turn the button. 251 00:19:22,448 --> 00:19:23,248 Rob. 252 00:19:24,069 --> 00:19:26,952 Please don't let him touch our kids. 253 00:19:27,533 --> 00:19:30,100 Please leave them. Please. 254 00:19:30,181 --> 00:19:31,535 Careful with this. 255 00:19:31,615 --> 00:19:33,784 It's pharmaceutical grade. 256 00:19:33,865 --> 00:19:36,154 I'll come back when you're back to your old self. 257 00:19:36,235 --> 00:19:37,059 Rob. 258 00:19:37,962 --> 00:19:39,001 Don't. 259 00:19:39,506 --> 00:19:42,678 Don't take the kids. Please leave them. 260 00:19:44,605 --> 00:19:45,590 Rob? 261 00:19:46,478 --> 00:19:47,629 Lainey? 262 00:19:48,512 --> 00:19:50,367 Lainey, are you there? 263 00:19:51,093 --> 00:19:52,448 Mommy loves you. 264 00:19:54,394 --> 00:19:55,750 Rob! 265 00:19:58,029 --> 00:19:59,423 Rob! 266 00:20:54,540 --> 00:20:55,742 Lainey? 267 00:20:58,049 --> 00:20:59,111 Lainey? 268 00:21:00,178 --> 00:21:02,338 Lainey, is that you? Are you here? 269 00:21:05,378 --> 00:21:07,757 Mommy, why are you in there? 270 00:21:08,859 --> 00:21:10,228 I got stuck again. 271 00:21:12,296 --> 00:21:14,593 Lainey, where's Mason. Is he okay? 272 00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:16,444 He's sleeping. 273 00:21:16,524 --> 00:21:20,469 I pushed the button on the door and sang ABC's to him until he fell asleep. 274 00:21:22,781 --> 00:21:24,590 You did a good job, Lane. 275 00:21:29,740 --> 00:21:30,584 Okay. 276 00:21:31,184 --> 00:21:33,397 Lainey, listen very carefully. 277 00:21:35,330 --> 00:21:37,596 I need you to go lock the front door. 278 00:21:37,676 --> 00:21:39,052 You already know how to unlock it. 279 00:21:39,132 --> 00:21:41,789 You just turn that little metal thing the other way. 280 00:21:42,675 --> 00:21:43,513 Okay. 281 00:22:02,794 --> 00:22:04,220 I turned the lock. 282 00:22:04,815 --> 00:22:06,573 You're a smart girl, Lane. 283 00:22:07,726 --> 00:22:08,563 Okay. 284 00:22:10,019 --> 00:22:11,015 Now. 285 00:22:11,115 --> 00:22:13,834 What did Daddy do to the door. Can you tell me what you see? 286 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:16,085 Daddy messed it up. It's broken. 287 00:22:17,004 --> 00:22:20,118 I know, baby. But what did he nail over it? 288 00:22:20,199 --> 00:22:21,753 All of the Nana's wood. 289 00:22:23,711 --> 00:22:24,773 The two-by-fours. 290 00:22:26,282 --> 00:22:27,510 Crap. 291 00:22:33,766 --> 00:22:34,565 Okay. 292 00:22:35,268 --> 00:22:36,393 Lainey, listen. 293 00:22:37,241 --> 00:22:38,347 My purse… 294 00:22:39,260 --> 00:22:41,426 No. Not my purse. 295 00:22:41,506 --> 00:22:43,016 My cellphone 296 00:22:43,522 --> 00:22:46,051 is on the floor in the living room. 297 00:22:46,131 --> 00:22:48,485 I need you to go get it and bring it here. 298 00:22:48,565 --> 00:22:50,476 Mommy, please come out. 299 00:22:53,899 --> 00:22:56,178 I need to call 911. Just go get my phone. 300 00:22:56,259 --> 00:22:57,614 What's 911? 301 00:22:57,694 --> 00:22:59,561 Just get the phone, please. 302 00:23:06,591 --> 00:23:08,369 Are you sure you looked everywhere? 303 00:23:09,381 --> 00:23:10,942 It was on the floor. 304 00:23:11,022 --> 00:23:12,881 Mommy, I can't find it. 305 00:23:15,396 --> 00:23:17,581 And my purse is gone too. You sure? 306 00:23:17,661 --> 00:23:18,789 It's not there. 307 00:23:20,362 --> 00:23:21,365 He took it. 308 00:23:22,580 --> 00:23:23,466 Dammit. 309 00:23:23,546 --> 00:23:26,872 Mommy. Come out. I have to pee. You need to come with me. 310 00:23:36,958 --> 00:23:38,255 Lainey, listen. 311 00:23:39,515 --> 00:23:41,995 It's time for Mason's bottle. There's one in the fridge. 312 00:23:43,177 --> 00:23:45,441 And he needs his diaper changed too. 313 00:23:45,521 --> 00:23:46,719 And Mommy can't help him. 314 00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,495 Mommy I have to pee. 315 00:23:48,575 --> 00:23:50,349 Then go pee. 316 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:53,742 I can't go with you, I'm stuck in the pantry. 317 00:23:54,275 --> 00:23:55,995 I miss Nana, I want Nana. 318 00:24:11,551 --> 00:24:12,721 I'm sorry, baby. 319 00:24:14,450 --> 00:24:15,307 I'm sorry. 320 00:24:17,837 --> 00:24:19,051 Mommy wasn't nice. 321 00:24:24,101 --> 00:24:25,565 I miss Nana too. 322 00:24:28,151 --> 00:24:29,827 But we have to take of each other now. 323 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:32,037 Okay? 324 00:24:41,323 --> 00:24:43,414 Sorry, Mommy. Please don't get mad. 325 00:24:53,381 --> 00:24:54,404 HOLY BIBLE 326 00:25:18,166 --> 00:25:19,796 APPLE BUTTER 327 00:25:26,166 --> 00:25:27,694 Mommy, Mason pooped. 328 00:25:30,247 --> 00:25:31,558 You waited till now? 329 00:25:34,247 --> 00:25:35,544 Okay, Lainey. 330 00:25:36,996 --> 00:25:38,582 You remember how Mommy does it. 331 00:25:39,285 --> 00:25:41,273 You take the wipes from the diaper bag. 332 00:25:41,853 --> 00:25:43,292 Use those to clean him. 333 00:25:43,877 --> 00:25:47,758 Then throw those away with the diaper and wash your hands after. 334 00:25:48,382 --> 00:25:49,188 You got it? 335 00:25:49,268 --> 00:25:50,608 I know what to do. 336 00:25:51,194 --> 00:25:53,822 And he's heavy, okay? He's not a doll. 337 00:25:53,903 --> 00:25:54,932 I know. 338 00:26:33,339 --> 00:26:34,849 Mommy. I'm hungry. 339 00:26:44,286 --> 00:26:45,358 I finished it. 340 00:26:52,681 --> 00:26:55,187 I'm gonna need you to feed Mason now, okay? 341 00:26:56,630 --> 00:26:59,194 There's a plastic spoon is a diaper bag. 342 00:27:00,293 --> 00:27:01,604 Use that to feed the baby. 343 00:27:02,762 --> 00:27:05,179 And make sure you sit him up, okay? 344 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:15,105 Mommy, I'm still hungry and I'm thirsty. 345 00:27:15,705 --> 00:27:17,158 You can drink water from the sink. 346 00:27:17,651 --> 00:27:19,058 Just use the cup there. 347 00:27:19,943 --> 00:27:21,880 I don't like water. I want juice. 348 00:27:24,526 --> 00:27:27,659 I packed up all our food and juice boxes in the car. 349 00:27:28,315 --> 00:27:29,356 And we need the keys. 350 00:27:30,218 --> 00:27:31,330 And they're in my purse. 351 00:27:33,242 --> 00:27:36,440 And you shouldn't be drinking juice all the time anyway. It's bad for you. 352 00:27:36,521 --> 00:27:37,968 I'm thirsty for juice. 353 00:27:38,467 --> 00:27:40,354 Drink water. 354 00:27:47,006 --> 00:27:48,509 Don't let him choke. 355 00:27:49,245 --> 00:27:50,850 Sit him up, do you hear me? 356 00:28:12,450 --> 00:28:14,643 Mommy. Mommy, wake up. 357 00:28:18,149 --> 00:28:19,446 It's time for bed, Lane. 358 00:28:19,951 --> 00:28:22,311 No. Please come out. I'm scared. 359 00:28:22,938 --> 00:28:25,972 I can't get out, baby. You know that. 360 00:28:27,055 --> 00:28:28,270 Or else I'd come tuck you in. 361 00:28:29,174 --> 00:28:31,742 You can get out. You just need to try harder. 362 00:28:34,402 --> 00:28:35,866 I'm trying my best. 363 00:28:36,723 --> 00:28:38,577 A monster's gonna grab me. 364 00:28:43,709 --> 00:28:45,489 There's no monsters, Lane. 365 00:28:45,569 --> 00:28:47,045 It's in the dark. 366 00:28:48,148 --> 00:28:49,649 Mason needs you. 367 00:28:50,683 --> 00:28:51,720 He's all alone. 368 00:28:51,826 --> 00:28:53,478 I wanna stay here with you. 369 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:57,386 It's cold down here. 370 00:28:58,346 --> 00:28:59,639 The heat's on upstairs. 371 00:29:00,785 --> 00:29:03,183 Just shove a towel under the window where it won't shut. 372 00:29:03,668 --> 00:29:04,474 Put on towels. 373 00:29:04,554 --> 00:29:05,855 I'm not cold. 374 00:29:06,342 --> 00:29:07,802 It's just per one night. 375 00:29:08,672 --> 00:29:10,085 I'll be out tomorrow. 376 00:29:10,166 --> 00:29:11,325 Daddy will come back. 377 00:29:12,976 --> 00:29:14,319 Daddy's bad. 378 00:29:19,217 --> 00:29:20,310 Just go to bed, baby. 379 00:29:21,261 --> 00:29:22,220 Okay? 380 00:29:23,602 --> 00:29:24,523 Go on. 381 00:29:28,448 --> 00:29:30,202 APPLE BUTTER 382 00:29:44,585 --> 00:29:45,570 All done. 383 00:29:47,591 --> 00:29:48,570 Good girl. 384 00:29:52,888 --> 00:29:55,048 Okay, time to feed Mason. 385 00:29:58,304 --> 00:29:59,200 Be careful, okay? 386 00:30:00,653 --> 00:30:02,072 Here you go. 387 00:30:04,625 --> 00:30:05,502 Dammit. 388 00:30:29,561 --> 00:30:30,374 LARGE KITCHEN MATCHES 389 00:30:31,998 --> 00:30:34,313 HOLY BIBLE 390 00:30:50,486 --> 00:30:52,473 -Lainey. -Yes, mama. 391 00:30:53,094 --> 00:30:55,987 When the baby falls asleep I need your help. 392 00:30:56,067 --> 00:30:57,180 Okay. 393 00:30:57,670 --> 00:30:58,958 Here you go. 394 00:30:59,044 --> 00:31:00,610 That won't work, Lane. 395 00:31:01,340 --> 00:31:03,013 I need something metal. 396 00:31:03,533 --> 00:31:06,180 A tool. So I can chip away the wood. 397 00:31:06,261 --> 00:31:07,848 It's a strong stick. 398 00:31:07,929 --> 00:31:08,843 Keep looking. 399 00:31:19,195 --> 00:31:22,872 Mommy can't break through a wall with a green crayon, Lane. 400 00:31:23,376 --> 00:31:24,630 You know that. 401 00:31:26,179 --> 00:31:28,701 I need something hard. 402 00:31:28,782 --> 00:31:32,471 I need something metal. I told you that already. 403 00:31:45,804 --> 00:31:47,249 I'm sorry, Lainey. 404 00:31:48,665 --> 00:31:50,391 I'm sorry for yelling at you. 405 00:31:51,610 --> 00:31:54,027 You're doing the best job. You really are. 406 00:32:07,090 --> 00:32:08,336 I'm a bad mom. 407 00:32:09,843 --> 00:32:10,664 Okay? 408 00:32:13,970 --> 00:32:16,445 I just didn't know how to do it. I never learned. 409 00:32:19,134 --> 00:32:20,579 And you don't know this, but… 410 00:32:21,906 --> 00:32:24,954 I was just too young when you came around 411 00:32:25,035 --> 00:32:26,870 and I wasn't ready for all of this. 412 00:32:27,952 --> 00:32:29,199 And then… 413 00:32:31,975 --> 00:32:35,696 I left you alone for so long when I was sick. 414 00:32:38,498 --> 00:32:39,936 I messed up real bad. 415 00:32:42,029 --> 00:32:43,455 But I'm trying. 416 00:32:48,032 --> 00:32:49,675 Just promise me that you 417 00:32:50,993 --> 00:32:52,265 not gonna grow up… 418 00:32:53,930 --> 00:32:56,916 and hate me, like I hated my mom. 419 00:33:09,809 --> 00:33:10,665 Lainey? 420 00:33:14,811 --> 00:33:16,153 Lainey, are you here? 421 00:33:17,145 --> 00:33:18,098 Lane. 422 00:33:21,718 --> 00:33:23,451 Who's here, Lane? 423 00:33:24,116 --> 00:33:25,204 Answer me. 424 00:33:31,430 --> 00:33:34,296 I found it under the leaf, it's Daddy's tool. 425 00:33:34,795 --> 00:33:36,007 He lost it. 426 00:33:36,088 --> 00:33:38,996 Good job, baby, you did it. 427 00:33:39,524 --> 00:33:41,500 This is exactly what I needed. 428 00:33:41,580 --> 00:33:42,689 I did it. 429 00:33:43,728 --> 00:33:46,648 You're a good girl, Lane. I love you. 430 00:33:47,128 --> 00:33:48,618 I'm gonna take care of Mason. 431 00:33:54,270 --> 00:33:55,958 I'm gonna get out of here. 432 00:33:56,777 --> 00:33:57,911 Just sit tight. 433 00:34:46,604 --> 00:34:47,824 Lainey. 434 00:34:48,884 --> 00:34:49,863 You there? 435 00:34:52,184 --> 00:34:53,712 I'm almost done. 436 00:34:55,583 --> 00:34:58,986 Maybe few more hours and I can crawl out of the house. 437 00:35:03,122 --> 00:35:04,496 What's going on up there? 438 00:35:04,576 --> 00:35:05,529 Mason! 439 00:35:07,571 --> 00:35:08,819 Lainey? 440 00:35:08,900 --> 00:35:10,269 What happened? 441 00:35:13,721 --> 00:35:15,069 I dropped the baby. 442 00:35:15,150 --> 00:35:17,629 Oh, God! Oh, God! 443 00:35:17,709 --> 00:35:19,596 I was trying to crawl down the stairs. 444 00:35:21,029 --> 00:35:23,149 -Mommy, I'm sorry. -It's okay. It's okay. 445 00:35:23,770 --> 00:35:25,001 It's okay. It's okay. 446 00:35:25,081 --> 00:35:28,176 You need to pick him up and hold him until he stops crying. 447 00:35:29,367 --> 00:35:31,867 He's alone and he's scared right now. 448 00:35:33,041 --> 00:35:35,273 He wants milk, but it's all gone. 449 00:35:38,534 --> 00:35:39,685 You need to make him a bottle. 450 00:35:39,790 --> 00:35:42,954 You remember how Mommy does it? It's three scoops of formula. 451 00:35:43,035 --> 00:35:44,368 The powder is in the can. 452 00:35:44,453 --> 00:35:47,588 You fill it up with water, put a nipple on tight and shake it. 453 00:35:48,077 --> 00:35:49,061 Okay. 454 00:35:49,810 --> 00:35:50,622 You can do it. 455 00:36:24,660 --> 00:36:25,754 Lainey? 456 00:36:27,653 --> 00:36:29,296 Almost there. 457 00:36:31,508 --> 00:36:32,608 I can do this. 458 00:36:34,286 --> 00:36:35,215 It's gonna be fine. 459 00:36:42,258 --> 00:36:43,064 Lane? 460 00:36:50,194 --> 00:36:51,903 Mommy, someone's here. 461 00:36:54,065 --> 00:36:54,973 Who's here? 462 00:36:55,908 --> 00:36:56,832 Is it Daddy? 463 00:36:56,912 --> 00:36:58,735 It's that man who called my a fry. 464 00:37:00,504 --> 00:37:01,317 Okay. 465 00:37:02,223 --> 00:37:04,914 Lainey, please tell me you locked the front door. 466 00:37:04,995 --> 00:37:05,986 He's coming in. 467 00:37:06,964 --> 00:37:08,249 Hello? 468 00:37:09,571 --> 00:37:10,371 Hello? 469 00:37:11,012 --> 00:37:11,980 Anybody home? 470 00:37:12,061 --> 00:37:14,683 Lainey, run upstairs to the bedroom and lock the door. 471 00:37:14,763 --> 00:37:16,371 Maybe that man can get you out. 472 00:37:16,451 --> 00:37:18,178 He's bad, Lane. Run! 473 00:37:31,010 --> 00:37:32,040 Hello? 474 00:37:36,317 --> 00:37:37,602 Anybody home? 475 00:37:39,693 --> 00:37:40,978 Little girl? 476 00:38:01,739 --> 00:38:03,660 Jessica. 477 00:38:03,741 --> 00:38:04,846 Where's Rob. 478 00:38:06,047 --> 00:38:07,083 Is he with you? 479 00:38:09,188 --> 00:38:10,358 Rob is busy. 480 00:38:11,541 --> 00:38:13,439 So I thought I'd come in 481 00:38:14,311 --> 00:38:15,232 babysit for you. 482 00:38:15,325 --> 00:38:16,801 We don't need a babysitter. 483 00:38:17,581 --> 00:38:18,526 I'm fine. 484 00:38:20,281 --> 00:38:21,542 Please leave my house. 485 00:38:22,366 --> 00:38:25,524 You really like to dismiss people, don't you, Jessica? 486 00:38:27,638 --> 00:38:28,438 You know… 487 00:38:31,277 --> 00:38:32,287 Your daughter… 488 00:38:34,024 --> 00:38:35,034 She's very pretty. 489 00:38:36,187 --> 00:38:37,045 Very pretty. 490 00:38:38,228 --> 00:38:39,028 Where is she? 491 00:38:39,518 --> 00:38:40,554 Is she upstairs? 492 00:38:40,635 --> 00:38:43,714 Rob's gonna be pretty pissed at you if you mess with his kids. 493 00:38:44,466 --> 00:38:46,260 …go upstairs, Jessica. Is that where she is? 494 00:38:46,341 --> 00:38:47,798 Stay away from them! 495 00:38:47,879 --> 00:38:50,308 Rob owes me money. 496 00:38:53,348 --> 00:38:55,714 And I'm here to collect the payment, Jessica. 497 00:38:57,800 --> 00:39:00,741 No, stop! Wait! Wait! 498 00:39:01,413 --> 00:39:02,615 Little girl? 499 00:39:04,310 --> 00:39:05,392 Little girl? Where are you? 500 00:39:05,473 --> 00:39:06,953 LARGE KITCHEN MATCHES 501 00:39:09,046 --> 00:39:10,877 HOLY BIBLE 502 00:39:12,662 --> 00:39:14,587 I have Rob's meth. 503 00:39:15,147 --> 00:39:16,931 It's yours, I haven't used it. 504 00:39:18,515 --> 00:39:20,759 I got probably three grams down here. 505 00:39:23,197 --> 00:39:26,516 Come on, don't let it go to waste. Rob just gonna take it back. 506 00:39:46,623 --> 00:39:48,653 He gave you three grams? 507 00:39:49,573 --> 00:39:51,459 -And he owes me money? -Yeah. 508 00:39:52,233 --> 00:39:54,765 And it's all yours, if you want it. It's all yours. 509 00:39:54,845 --> 00:39:55,743 Okay. 510 00:39:56,815 --> 00:39:58,114 Send it under the door. 511 00:39:59,236 --> 00:40:00,847 -Go ahead. -Let me out. 512 00:40:01,598 --> 00:40:02,582 And it's all yours. 513 00:40:03,062 --> 00:40:03,951 Let you out. 514 00:40:06,204 --> 00:40:08,359 No can do, Jessica. No. 515 00:40:09,106 --> 00:40:11,938 I don't get involved in domestic dispute. 516 00:40:12,018 --> 00:40:13,779 Well, call the police. 517 00:40:14,706 --> 00:40:16,541 Or let me use your phone, please. 518 00:40:17,893 --> 00:40:20,695 Not calling the police. 519 00:40:21,184 --> 00:40:23,153 Not getting you out. 520 00:40:24,456 --> 00:40:26,106 Send it under the door, Jessica. 521 00:40:26,817 --> 00:40:29,298 If I give you the meth will you leave us alone? 522 00:40:29,817 --> 00:40:32,484 You have to leave the house. And you can't go back. 523 00:40:34,138 --> 00:40:37,333 Of course, Jessica. I'll go. I'll leave. 524 00:40:39,003 --> 00:40:40,000 You have my word. 525 00:40:42,562 --> 00:40:43,962 Put in under the door. 526 00:41:08,708 --> 00:41:09,616 Jessica. 527 00:41:11,722 --> 00:41:13,947 Put it under the door, Jessica. 528 00:41:15,861 --> 00:41:17,914 -Jessica. -Sorry, I just… 529 00:41:19,163 --> 00:41:20,083 I'm injured. 530 00:41:21,628 --> 00:41:23,897 I'm too weak to get close enough. 531 00:41:25,902 --> 00:41:28,048 Reach under the door and I'll drop it in your hand. 532 00:41:28,128 --> 00:41:30,169 You sound fine to me, Jessica. 533 00:41:30,250 --> 00:41:32,006 Just push it under the door. 534 00:41:32,087 --> 00:41:33,202 I can't reach that far. 535 00:41:33,283 --> 00:41:35,552 Push it under the door, Jessica. 536 00:41:35,633 --> 00:41:38,018 I'm stuck over here on the other end, I can't move much. 537 00:41:41,498 --> 00:41:42,738 Have you tried it yet? 538 00:41:44,763 --> 00:41:46,536 Rob said it's good stuff. 539 00:41:50,991 --> 00:41:52,900 If you can't decide I'm gonna dump it out. 540 00:41:52,981 --> 00:41:55,363 Hey. Hey, hold on. 541 00:42:02,842 --> 00:42:04,314 Okay. 542 00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:08,197 Where is it? 543 00:42:09,212 --> 00:42:10,798 Can you reach my hand? 544 00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:12,312 Almost. 545 00:42:12,393 --> 00:42:13,240 Just… 546 00:42:14,187 --> 00:42:16,105 Just can you stretch out a little bit more? 547 00:42:22,821 --> 00:42:25,053 Okay, that's as far as I can go. 548 00:42:26,322 --> 00:42:28,085 Can you reach my hand? 549 00:42:28,165 --> 00:42:29,386 I can just reach it. 550 00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:31,983 Okay. Drop it in my hand. 551 00:42:34,205 --> 00:42:35,260 Here it comes. 552 00:42:39,188 --> 00:42:40,549 Jessica! 553 00:42:41,449 --> 00:42:42,870 Jessica? What have you done? 554 00:42:47,958 --> 00:42:50,825 Take it out! Take it out, you bitch! 555 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:52,576 What did you do to me? 556 00:42:52,657 --> 00:42:54,912 I'm getting out of here. I swear. I'll leave now. 557 00:42:54,992 --> 00:42:57,378 -You'll get out when I get out. -Take it out. I'm so scared. 558 00:42:57,476 --> 00:43:00,198 Keep your other hand out of her or I will cut it off! 559 00:43:01,370 --> 00:43:03,736 I've got your kids. Now free me, you whore. 560 00:43:03,816 --> 00:43:05,613 Get it out of my hand! 561 00:43:05,693 --> 00:43:08,253 Get it out of my hand, you bitch! 562 00:43:08,346 --> 00:43:09,655 Get it out! 563 00:43:10,149 --> 00:43:12,635 What did you do? Get it out! 564 00:43:13,116 --> 00:43:15,463 Get it out! Get it out now! 565 00:43:17,122 --> 00:43:18,461 Please! 566 00:43:18,542 --> 00:43:21,178 Please. Okay. Okay. 567 00:43:21,259 --> 00:43:22,260 Please. 568 00:43:23,077 --> 00:43:24,299 Take it out. Take it out. 569 00:43:48,499 --> 00:43:50,218 What are you doing in there? 570 00:43:51,785 --> 00:43:53,631 It smells like liquor. 571 00:43:54,115 --> 00:43:55,462 Wow. 572 00:43:56,464 --> 00:43:57,781 No liquor, doc? 573 00:43:58,923 --> 00:44:00,432 You little bitch! 574 00:44:01,129 --> 00:44:02,309 I'll kill you. 575 00:44:09,447 --> 00:44:11,653 Jessica, please. 576 00:44:14,896 --> 00:44:16,342 Let go. 577 00:44:17,078 --> 00:44:18,076 I was freezing. 578 00:44:19,916 --> 00:44:21,616 There's a storm coming in. 579 00:44:21,696 --> 00:44:25,018 I just heard on the news it's gonna be freezing. 580 00:44:25,098 --> 00:44:26,147 Please. 581 00:44:26,861 --> 00:44:29,843 I get cold. I get cold easy. 582 00:44:30,411 --> 00:44:31,876 I don't like the cold weather. 583 00:44:31,957 --> 00:44:33,765 You left my front door open. 584 00:44:34,407 --> 00:44:35,993 I hope you freeze to death. 585 00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:38,262 What? 586 00:44:40,822 --> 00:44:42,301 What did you say? 587 00:44:42,381 --> 00:44:44,458 You hope I freeze to death? 588 00:44:44,940 --> 00:44:48,249 Oh, you hope I freeze to death? 589 00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:59,433 Hope? You hope I freeze to death? 590 00:44:59,995 --> 00:45:01,570 You're an idiot. 591 00:45:01,651 --> 00:45:04,771 People who use hope are desperate. 592 00:45:05,451 --> 00:45:08,918 They're desperate people. Weak people. 593 00:45:08,999 --> 00:45:10,054 Shut up. 594 00:45:10,825 --> 00:45:12,590 I heard you went to rehab, Jessica. 595 00:45:14,054 --> 00:45:16,126 Oh, yeah, Rob told me. He told me all about it. 596 00:45:16,207 --> 00:45:18,718 Oh, yeah. Jessica went through rehab. 597 00:45:18,799 --> 00:45:21,558 Did they teach you hope at the rehab? 598 00:45:21,639 --> 00:45:23,851 That's what they taught you? They taught you to hope? 599 00:45:24,613 --> 00:45:26,774 Right after they tool all of your money. 600 00:45:27,586 --> 00:45:30,394 Oh, yeah. I know that routine, Jessica. 601 00:45:32,389 --> 00:45:33,890 I went through rehab. 602 00:45:34,389 --> 00:45:35,527 Oh, yeah. 603 00:45:36,046 --> 00:45:38,225 I was clean and sober 604 00:45:38,747 --> 00:45:40,447 for a long time, Jessica. 605 00:45:40,528 --> 00:45:41,695 I got a job. 606 00:45:42,187 --> 00:45:43,518 I took college courses. 607 00:45:43,599 --> 00:45:46,156 I even filed a tax return. 608 00:45:47,425 --> 00:45:48,333 And then, 609 00:45:49,142 --> 00:45:50,481 After my mother died… 610 00:45:52,538 --> 00:45:54,130 I realized that 611 00:45:54,778 --> 00:45:57,931 No one in the whole world… 612 00:45:59,720 --> 00:46:02,041 gave a shit about me anymore. 613 00:46:02,971 --> 00:46:05,662 That's what they didn't teach me in rehab. 614 00:46:05,743 --> 00:46:07,987 They didn't tell me when I got sober 615 00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:11,971 that I would go back to the same miserable life 616 00:46:12,451 --> 00:46:14,478 I used drugs to get away from. 617 00:46:18,656 --> 00:46:19,755 Jessica. 618 00:46:24,789 --> 00:46:27,378 You still got the three grams in there with you? 619 00:46:30,132 --> 00:46:30,976 Yes. 620 00:46:34,407 --> 00:46:36,542 You ain't gonna last long, Jessica. 621 00:46:37,223 --> 00:46:40,385 -Stop talking to me. -You know it. I know it. 622 00:46:45,128 --> 00:46:45,965 You know something? 623 00:46:47,089 --> 00:46:50,216 I can smell the weakness from here. 624 00:46:50,807 --> 00:46:52,328 I can smell it. 625 00:46:52,408 --> 00:46:55,456 The stink from weakness. 626 00:46:56,655 --> 00:46:57,510 You and I… 627 00:46:59,915 --> 00:47:01,072 We understand. 628 00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:04,020 I don't molest little girls. I hate you! 629 00:47:04,101 --> 00:47:05,541 And I hate everyone like you! 630 00:47:05,621 --> 00:47:07,136 How many people do you know 631 00:47:07,629 --> 00:47:09,189 like me, Jessica? 632 00:47:11,712 --> 00:47:13,138 Did somebody touch you? 633 00:47:15,373 --> 00:47:16,634 You were a little girl? 634 00:47:18,483 --> 00:47:22,390 But their hands on you, Jessica, when you were a little girl. 635 00:47:22,471 --> 00:47:24,872 -Stop talking to me! Stop talking to me! -Little Jess. 636 00:47:24,952 --> 00:47:26,177 Did you like it? 637 00:47:26,257 --> 00:47:28,768 I said stop talking to me! 638 00:47:44,005 --> 00:47:45,360 Please, Jessica. Please. 639 00:47:46,005 --> 00:47:47,548 It's freezing in here. 640 00:47:47,628 --> 00:47:48,926 I'm cold. 641 00:47:49,419 --> 00:47:50,385 I'm cold. 642 00:48:01,866 --> 00:48:02,981 What are you doing, Jessica? 643 00:48:03,061 --> 00:48:04,152 I'm getting out. 644 00:48:06,738 --> 00:48:09,071 You'll scratch your way out like a little mouse? 645 00:48:11,228 --> 00:48:12,443 You know I… 646 00:48:13,357 --> 00:48:14,527 I wasn't gonna hurt you. 647 00:48:15,236 --> 00:48:16,604 -Or your kids. -Yeah, right. 648 00:48:17,288 --> 00:48:18,132 I like it. 649 00:48:19,781 --> 00:48:20,926 I'm not a bad guy. 650 00:48:22,007 --> 00:48:23,215 You're a monster. 651 00:48:29,406 --> 00:48:30,263 Dammit. 652 00:48:31,589 --> 00:48:33,578 Power's outage, top bitch. 653 00:48:36,956 --> 00:48:38,157 -Lainey. -Mommy. 654 00:48:38,238 --> 00:48:40,294 Lainey! Lainey! 655 00:48:41,252 --> 00:48:44,635 Lainey, stay upstairs, do not come down here! 656 00:48:45,579 --> 00:48:47,225 -Mama. -Lainey! 657 00:48:47,305 --> 00:48:48,875 Lainey! Go back! 658 00:48:48,956 --> 00:48:51,431 Go back upstairs, do not come down here! 659 00:48:52,933 --> 00:48:54,756 -Mommy, are you in there? -Lane-- 660 00:48:55,326 --> 00:48:57,436 -Lainey run! Run away! -Mommy. 661 00:48:57,951 --> 00:48:59,485 I got her! I got her! 662 00:48:59,566 --> 00:49:00,444 Take it out! 663 00:49:00,525 --> 00:49:02,448 Don't hurt her! Don't hurt her! 664 00:49:02,528 --> 00:49:05,105 Take it out now or I'll crush her leg. 665 00:49:05,185 --> 00:49:06,756 I'll pull it out. Do not hurt her! 666 00:49:06,837 --> 00:49:08,240 Mommy he got me! 667 00:49:09,727 --> 00:49:12,000 Hold on. I need to find a way to get it out! 668 00:49:12,081 --> 00:49:13,084 Mommy, help! 669 00:49:13,176 --> 00:49:14,644 Okay, hold on. 670 00:49:16,513 --> 00:49:18,690 Dammit! What are you doing? What are you doing? 671 00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:23,923 What are you doing? 672 00:49:33,739 --> 00:49:34,545 Put it out! 673 00:49:34,625 --> 00:49:36,687 Run, Lainey! Run! 674 00:49:36,768 --> 00:49:38,651 Get away from him! 675 00:49:38,731 --> 00:49:39,690 What did you do? 676 00:49:39,771 --> 00:49:40,619 Lainey, run! 677 00:49:41,974 --> 00:49:43,786 -Lainey! -Stop! Put it out now! 678 00:49:44,279 --> 00:49:45,893 Now! Put it out! 679 00:49:45,973 --> 00:49:47,568 Put it out! Put it out! 680 00:49:48,563 --> 00:49:50,769 Please! Please! 681 00:49:54,790 --> 00:49:55,857 Put it out! 682 00:51:27,235 --> 00:51:28,379 Lainey? 683 00:51:34,433 --> 00:51:36,249 Let me know you're okay. 684 00:51:44,283 --> 00:51:45,952 Put a blanket on a baby. 685 00:53:21,688 --> 00:53:23,638 "The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing." 686 00:53:40,312 --> 00:53:41,771 "Watch out for false prophets. 687 00:53:42,368 --> 00:53:43,860 They come to you in sheep's clothing, 688 00:53:43,941 --> 00:53:46,621 but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. 689 00:53:47,111 --> 00:53:48,863 By their fruit you will recognize them. 690 00:53:49,496 --> 00:53:51,329 Do people pick grapes from thorn-bushes, 691 00:53:52,269 --> 00:53:54,110 or figs from thistles? 692 00:53:55,971 --> 00:53:58,965 Likewise, every good tree bears good fruit, 693 00:53:59,548 --> 00:54:01,774 but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 694 00:54:02,307 --> 00:54:04,810 A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, 695 00:54:04,891 --> 00:54:07,172 and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. 696 00:54:08,127 --> 00:54:11,353 Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 697 00:54:11,833 --> 00:54:14,459 Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them." 698 00:54:23,181 --> 00:54:24,684 HOLY BIBLE 699 00:54:26,808 --> 00:54:28,500 HOLY MATRIMONY 700 00:54:31,004 --> 00:54:32,123 BIRTHS 701 00:54:35,014 --> 00:54:37,871 JESSICA ROSE 9/25/1997 702 00:54:40,378 --> 00:54:41,177 DEATHS 703 00:54:49,329 --> 00:54:50,442 Nana. 704 00:54:56,634 --> 00:54:57,433 APPLE BUTTER 705 00:55:09,591 --> 00:55:10,825 FOR JESSICA 706 00:55:28,567 --> 00:55:30,149 What good is this to me now? 707 00:57:31,459 --> 00:57:32,712 Sammy? 708 00:57:38,225 --> 00:57:39,537 You're alive, Sammy? 709 00:58:17,693 --> 00:58:19,417 Okay. 710 01:00:04,394 --> 01:00:05,194 Lainey? 711 01:00:12,118 --> 01:00:13,007 Lainey? 712 01:00:13,087 --> 01:00:14,811 Mason, I'm coming. 713 01:00:16,990 --> 01:00:19,806 Lainey, I'm out of the pantry now. Come on in! 714 01:01:24,386 --> 01:01:25,509 Mommy! Mommy! 715 01:01:27,224 --> 01:01:28,511 Baby. 716 01:01:28,592 --> 01:01:30,264 Mama's here. 717 01:01:31,792 --> 01:01:32,988 Let me get a look at you. 718 01:01:34,135 --> 01:01:35,548 Let me look at you. 719 01:01:36,042 --> 01:01:37,141 Mama's here, Mason. 720 01:01:40,808 --> 01:01:41,950 Come here, Mason. 721 01:01:42,462 --> 01:01:43,749 Mommy's here. Hello. 722 01:01:46,496 --> 01:01:48,028 You did a good job. 723 01:01:49,846 --> 01:01:51,738 You did such a good job. Thank you. 724 01:01:52,591 --> 01:01:54,118 Thank you. You did so good. 725 01:01:54,933 --> 01:01:55,963 Mama, I'm hungry. 726 01:01:56,511 --> 01:01:58,796 Can I have Animal Crackers, now? 727 01:01:58,896 --> 01:02:00,545 They're in the car, remember? 728 01:02:39,297 --> 01:02:40,191 Okay. 729 01:02:42,579 --> 01:02:45,187 Hold Mason, okay? Good girl. Good girl. 730 01:02:46,351 --> 01:02:48,307 Thank you. Keep him warm. Thank you. 731 01:04:05,233 --> 01:04:06,934 Mommy, I'm hungry. 732 01:04:14,772 --> 01:04:17,350 Mama, I wanna go back inside. 733 01:04:17,430 --> 01:04:18,596 Come on. Come here. 734 01:04:19,303 --> 01:04:20,166 Come here. 735 01:04:23,290 --> 01:04:24,460 I'm cold. 736 01:04:26,077 --> 01:04:27,653 Hold your brother. 737 01:04:27,734 --> 01:04:29,967 Hold him tight, baby. Hold your brother. Hold him. 738 01:04:47,264 --> 01:04:49,374 Come on. Come on. Let's go. 739 01:04:54,818 --> 01:04:55,783 The Animal Crackers. 740 01:04:55,864 --> 01:04:57,748 Leave it. Leave it. 741 01:04:57,829 --> 01:04:59,121 Come on, baby. Let's go. 742 01:04:59,695 --> 01:05:02,112 Staying here is dangerous. Come on. Let's go, come on. 743 01:05:09,090 --> 01:05:11,327 Can I have Animal Crackers now? 744 01:05:27,517 --> 01:05:28,703 Okay. 745 01:05:28,783 --> 01:05:29,858 I'm gonna go get them. 746 01:05:32,557 --> 01:05:33,818 Okay, here. 747 01:05:35,189 --> 01:05:36,489 You take Mason, okay? 748 01:05:37,136 --> 01:05:38,159 You got him? 749 01:05:38,639 --> 01:05:39,910 Hold him tight. 750 01:05:40,761 --> 01:05:42,001 And keep him warm, baby. 751 01:05:45,303 --> 01:05:46,198 Okay. 752 01:06:14,249 --> 01:06:15,413 Lainey! 753 01:06:18,719 --> 01:06:19,836 Lainey, let me in! 754 01:06:27,562 --> 01:06:28,727 Lainey! 755 01:06:28,807 --> 01:06:29,613 Lainey! 756 01:06:34,370 --> 01:06:35,446 Lainey! 757 01:06:35,527 --> 01:06:36,586 Lainey! 758 01:06:38,831 --> 01:06:40,123 Lainey! 759 01:06:41,146 --> 01:06:43,421 Sit down! Sit down! 760 01:06:43,903 --> 01:06:44,862 No, no! 761 01:06:45,368 --> 01:06:46,224 Let them go! 762 01:06:46,305 --> 01:06:48,834 Stop crying! Stop crying! 763 01:06:48,914 --> 01:06:49,809 Mommy's here! 764 01:06:49,890 --> 01:06:51,299 Let them go, please! 765 01:06:51,379 --> 01:06:54,512 Please. Please. Please, let them go. 766 01:06:54,592 --> 01:06:57,575 I said please 12 times, Jessica! 767 01:06:58,209 --> 01:06:59,833 Remember? Please? Please? 768 01:06:59,913 --> 01:07:01,832 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 769 01:07:01,912 --> 01:07:03,696 Please. Please. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 770 01:07:04,253 --> 01:07:06,369 -Let them go! -Mommy? You want Mommy? 771 01:07:06,450 --> 01:07:07,274 You want Mommy? 772 01:07:07,354 --> 01:07:08,797 Mommy, I wanna go. 773 01:07:09,353 --> 01:07:11,819 -Just sit tight, okay, baby? -What did you do to my hand? 774 01:07:12,378 --> 01:07:15,742 Stop! Stand there! Don't move! 775 01:07:15,822 --> 01:07:18,499 The meth is still in the pantry, downstairs, you can have it, okay? 776 01:07:18,580 --> 01:07:19,991 You can have it. Just let them go. 777 01:07:20,071 --> 01:07:21,295 Yeah? 778 01:07:21,937 --> 01:07:24,305 There's money in there, too. There's like a thousands of-- 779 01:07:24,385 --> 01:07:26,251 There's a lot of money. It's my grandma's money-- 780 01:07:26,331 --> 01:07:28,136 You can have it, just-- Just give me the baby. 781 01:07:28,217 --> 01:07:29,847 I'm gonna cut your baby! 782 01:07:29,928 --> 01:07:32,279 -Stop! Stop! Let them go! -Don't cry. 783 01:07:32,359 --> 01:07:34,475 Don't cry. Don't cry. 784 01:07:35,597 --> 01:07:38,076 Please, just please stop. Please let them go. 785 01:07:38,740 --> 01:07:41,391 Don't move! Move again and I'll cut him! 786 01:07:42,007 --> 01:07:44,066 Drop the knife, Sammy. Drop the knife! 787 01:07:44,147 --> 01:07:46,085 What the hell are you doing here with my kids? 788 01:07:46,166 --> 01:07:48,571 That bitch put a screwdriver through my hand-- 789 01:07:48,652 --> 01:07:50,956 I don't wanna hear it now. Drop the knife! 790 01:07:51,036 --> 01:07:54,083 -She put a screwdriver through my hand! -Drop the knife, man! Drop it! 791 01:07:54,164 --> 01:07:56,344 You owe me money, Rob! You owe me money! 792 01:07:57,162 --> 01:07:59,917 Drop the knife on the floor! Drop the knife! 793 01:07:59,997 --> 01:08:01,982 -All right. It's down. It's down. -Drop the knife! 794 01:08:02,063 --> 01:08:03,492 It's down. 795 01:08:03,573 --> 01:08:04,377 That's good. 796 01:08:05,190 --> 01:08:08,355 Let go off my kids. That's good. Don't worry, baby. You go with mom. 797 01:08:10,437 --> 01:08:11,626 You didn't answer my question. 798 01:08:12,823 --> 01:08:15,409 -Look what she did to my hand. -What're you doing here with my kids? 799 01:08:15,490 --> 01:08:18,120 -What, are you some kind of pedophile? -You owe me money! 800 01:08:19,182 --> 01:08:20,740 What is that? 801 01:08:20,820 --> 01:08:22,393 The tree branch fell, baby. 802 01:08:23,394 --> 01:08:25,050 Jessica, where are you going off to? 803 01:08:26,387 --> 01:08:27,774 Thank you for coming back. 804 01:08:28,704 --> 01:08:30,474 I just wanna get the kids outta here. 805 01:08:30,992 --> 01:08:32,522 I just need my car keys. 806 01:08:32,602 --> 01:08:33,626 The kids are safe. 807 01:08:34,487 --> 01:08:36,386 Sammy won't hurt them now. I took care of it. 808 01:08:36,994 --> 01:08:38,254 -Come on. -So… 809 01:08:39,953 --> 01:08:41,534 Was this about your Nana's money? 810 01:08:49,046 --> 01:08:51,156 I think that was easier to pull up than to take down. 811 01:08:53,219 --> 01:08:55,015 I need to get the kids to the doctor. 812 01:08:56,521 --> 01:08:58,256 Well, they look fine to me. 813 01:08:59,446 --> 01:09:01,031 Don't be such a helicopter parent. 814 01:09:01,124 --> 01:09:04,784 They're hungry. We need to eat. It's freezing. And my hand is infected. 815 01:09:05,929 --> 01:09:06,793 Yeah, uh…. 816 01:09:22,215 --> 01:09:23,942 Looks like you had a little fun in here. 817 01:09:25,067 --> 01:09:26,812 I didn't. I'm still clean. 818 01:09:31,944 --> 01:09:34,749 Holy shit, you weren't lying. 819 01:09:38,379 --> 01:09:40,693 Holy shit balls! 820 01:09:41,285 --> 01:09:43,781 Fuck! Baby. 821 01:09:47,636 --> 01:09:49,286 Do you know what this will buy us? 822 01:09:49,367 --> 01:09:51,567 You can take it, okay? Just have all of it. 823 01:09:52,105 --> 01:09:53,845 Just go and leave us alone. 824 01:09:59,488 --> 01:10:00,392 You never shot it? 825 01:10:05,316 --> 01:10:06,422 Wanna try? 826 01:10:12,051 --> 01:10:13,340 Come on, we'll do it together. 827 01:10:16,371 --> 01:10:17,539 Okay. 828 01:10:20,552 --> 01:10:21,691 Okay? 829 01:10:21,771 --> 01:10:22,986 Yeah, I'm ready, let's do it. 830 01:10:27,328 --> 01:10:30,071 There's food out in the car. I wanna feed the kids first. 831 01:10:31,385 --> 01:10:32,820 We should eat something too. 832 01:10:34,262 --> 01:10:36,513 It's important to eat or we'll get sick. You know that. 833 01:10:42,439 --> 01:10:43,449 Yeah. 834 01:10:43,935 --> 01:10:45,694 Yeah. All right. Let's eat first. 835 01:10:48,119 --> 01:10:49,818 I'll get the food, you stay here. 836 01:11:05,302 --> 01:11:07,006 Can I have some? 837 01:11:07,086 --> 01:11:08,188 No, baby. 838 01:11:08,269 --> 01:11:09,819 This is for Daddy. 839 01:11:10,735 --> 01:11:12,435 He's bringing our food in from the car. 840 01:11:14,248 --> 01:11:15,507 Daddy's bad. 841 01:11:16,686 --> 01:11:18,502 Yeah. He is. 842 01:11:27,828 --> 01:11:28,727 Jess, you're ready? 843 01:11:29,695 --> 01:11:31,135 I've got some better stuff here. 844 01:11:31,659 --> 01:11:33,807 I just picked it up on my way over. 845 01:11:35,524 --> 01:11:36,771 Better than what you gave me. 846 01:11:38,293 --> 01:11:39,706 You said it was pharma-great. 847 01:11:41,193 --> 01:11:42,535 Yeah, well, I was wrong. 848 01:11:42,616 --> 01:11:45,522 That shit's got heavy. I took one hit and lost it pretty bad. 849 01:11:45,603 --> 01:11:47,219 That's why I got here so like… 850 01:11:47,792 --> 01:11:48,776 So it wasn't my fault. 851 01:11:49,682 --> 01:11:51,350 I'm glad you didn't take it. 852 01:11:51,843 --> 01:11:53,289 I'm sticking to crystals for now. 853 01:11:56,572 --> 01:11:58,247 I'm not hungry, don't worry about it. 854 01:12:03,615 --> 01:12:05,073 You need to eat first. 855 01:12:05,926 --> 01:12:08,587 You saw the way Sammy was, just wasted away. 856 01:12:12,021 --> 01:12:13,473 You have to make yourself eat. 857 01:12:14,270 --> 01:12:15,702 Even when you don't feel like it. 858 01:12:20,360 --> 01:12:21,370 Yeah. 859 01:12:22,688 --> 01:12:23,560 Yeah, you're right. 860 01:12:25,088 --> 01:12:26,380 -Thanks. -You're welcome. 861 01:12:45,562 --> 01:12:46,487 That's good. 862 01:12:48,745 --> 01:12:49,922 What is this crap? 863 01:12:50,002 --> 01:12:52,637 Looks like little old crap, you know? 864 01:12:53,315 --> 01:12:55,150 It's my Nana's apple butter. 865 01:13:10,839 --> 01:13:11,782 Eat up. 866 01:13:27,350 --> 01:13:29,387 Can we do that in the living room, please? 867 01:13:30,979 --> 01:13:32,562 I don't want the kids to see. 868 01:13:35,064 --> 01:13:36,052 Yeah, sure. 869 01:13:53,133 --> 01:13:54,175 Your turn. 870 01:13:57,067 --> 01:13:57,988 Here. 871 01:14:07,504 --> 01:14:08,604 I'm not ready yet. 872 01:14:10,621 --> 01:14:11,795 I'll do it later. 873 01:14:13,700 --> 01:14:14,884 No way. 874 01:14:16,116 --> 01:14:17,562 Come on, we're doing this together. 875 01:14:18,978 --> 01:14:19,816 Hurry up. 876 01:14:21,308 --> 01:14:23,073 I got one more hit in this needle. 877 01:14:24,895 --> 01:14:26,194 Well, I wanna clean needle. 878 01:14:29,888 --> 01:14:30,851 You tie yourself off. 879 01:14:37,243 --> 01:14:39,002 It's for your own good. 880 01:14:44,162 --> 01:14:45,031 Hey. Hey. 881 01:14:45,855 --> 01:14:47,045 I don't wanna hurt you, Jess. 882 01:14:48,275 --> 01:14:49,093 I never did. 883 01:14:59,757 --> 01:15:00,793 Come on. 884 01:15:00,873 --> 01:15:02,028 My hand is hurt. 885 01:15:04,644 --> 01:15:05,629 Come here. 886 01:15:08,201 --> 01:15:09,283 Bitch! 887 01:15:10,093 --> 01:15:12,601 Get up and tie yourself off before I shoot you in your face! 888 01:15:14,919 --> 01:15:15,757 That's right. 889 01:15:19,368 --> 01:15:20,598 Come on. 890 01:15:20,679 --> 01:15:22,053 Go ahead and kill me. 891 01:15:26,432 --> 01:15:27,511 Tie yourself off! 892 01:15:34,059 --> 01:15:35,114 Hey. Hey. 893 01:15:35,195 --> 01:15:36,546 Where are you going, Jess? 894 01:15:37,685 --> 01:15:39,078 Where are you going, Jessica? 895 01:15:40,176 --> 01:15:41,684 Where are you going, Jess? 896 01:15:46,559 --> 01:15:47,619 Get back here! 897 01:15:50,174 --> 01:15:51,378 Come on, Jess! 898 01:15:53,585 --> 01:15:55,158 Why are you running away from me, huh? 899 01:15:56,495 --> 01:15:58,829 I'm gonna stick this needle in your arm. I'm doing it. 900 01:16:00,224 --> 01:16:02,456 Shit, you gotta make this so hard on yourself? 901 01:16:03,278 --> 01:16:04,792 You got to rehab one time. 902 01:16:04,873 --> 01:16:08,127 You think you're better than everyone and you cut me out like I'm nothing? 903 01:16:09,958 --> 01:16:11,016 Like I said, 904 01:16:11,097 --> 01:16:14,239 the only problem between us is that you think that you're better than me. 905 01:16:14,936 --> 01:16:16,568 But you're not. 906 01:16:16,649 --> 01:16:18,448 All right? We're the same. 907 01:16:20,321 --> 01:16:21,482 We're the same. 908 01:16:28,918 --> 01:16:30,404 Goddamnit. 909 01:16:39,390 --> 01:16:40,727 You're OD'ing. 910 01:16:41,622 --> 01:16:43,047 What'd you give me, Jess? 911 01:16:43,128 --> 01:16:45,279 I gave you three grams of your shitty-cut meth. 912 01:16:46,354 --> 01:16:47,968 The stuff that you locked me up with. 913 01:16:48,473 --> 01:16:50,916 While my babies cold and alone. 914 01:16:50,997 --> 01:16:52,441 And in danger. 915 01:16:52,940 --> 01:16:55,542 And I was rotting away in the fucking pantry. 916 01:16:56,727 --> 01:16:57,852 You're nothing! 917 01:16:59,096 --> 01:17:00,234 I'm not nothing. 918 01:17:03,861 --> 01:17:05,012 I'll break you, Jess. 919 01:18:20,049 --> 01:18:21,412 APPLE BUTTER 920 01:18:59,629 --> 01:19:01,439 Oh, really? Oh, really? 921 01:19:04,032 --> 01:19:05,981 Mommy, I got you an apple, it was hiding. 922 01:19:06,560 --> 01:19:08,765 You did? Let's take a look at it. Come here. 923 01:19:10,873 --> 01:19:11,973 Hey. 924 01:19:14,638 --> 01:19:16,216 I got some good news. 925 01:19:16,296 --> 01:19:19,315 Cafe in town ordered 20 jars of Nana's apple butter. 926 01:19:19,395 --> 01:19:21,690 They gonna put it on their pecan waffles. 927 01:19:21,801 --> 01:19:23,666 -Isn't that cool? -Is it good? Is it good? 928 01:19:24,600 --> 01:19:25,617 Is the apple good? 929 01:19:27,789 --> 01:19:29,258 Well… 930 01:19:29,778 --> 01:19:31,997 Just one little brown spot here. 931 01:19:33,842 --> 01:19:35,089 We cut it out. 932 01:19:37,524 --> 01:19:39,932 These are good parts, remember? 933 01:19:53,433 --> 01:19:56,015 Okay, baby, let's practice the ABC's, okay? 934 01:19:56,572 --> 01:19:57,662 Ready? 935 01:20:20,212 --> 01:20:23,663 "If the apples have turned don't throw them out unless they're completely rotten. 936 01:20:23,743 --> 01:20:26,325 Otherwise, cut out the bad spots and keep the good parts. 937 01:20:26,406 --> 01:20:28,050 Not many people know this secret, 938 01:20:28,130 --> 01:20:31,624 but these apples make the best apple butter."